My main thoughts ater this episode closed upon Mare once again launching into a self-sabotaging mission were 1. What on earth am I going to watch on Mondays after the show concludes next week?! 2. It's a testament to how good this show is, that even ater 60+ minutes of Zabelless scenes, I was still riveted by each and every little detail Mare of Easttown provided us with. Such is the already beginning withdrawal, I even watched next week's promo AND went down a rabbit hole of theories because I couldn't believe they'd leave us on that cliffhanger. I mean, I can, but I'm not happy about it. And yes, I did try and figure out what/who was on that picture by developping my nonexistent xray vision, as well as cursing youtube for not showing more of who that gun belonged to in the promo. Safe to say, I'm in too deep! But I'm in good company since just about every character on this is show is right there with me.
In fact, every week it seems like we spin the wheel of fortune and land on one, or even several suspects (not that this isn't how things go during investigations, but I can't for the life of me explain away everything we learned during this episode). On the bright side, I'm pretty sure the cases aren't linked and now that Flannel Guy has been put away and Katie and Missy are safely back home, that part is done and gone. As far as Erin's case goes, it still seems like a lot of options are open. Dylan, for one, is one step away from retreating into complete darkness (can you tell I've been watching Shadow & Bones) and his alibi is falling apart now that Brianna has realized Dylan was never planning for her to be the Bonnie to his Clyde. I can't for the life of me figure out what he, Sean, and Jess were up to that would "link them together forever" aside from murdering someone, so did he kill Erin, making good on Brianna's assault? His threats to Jess about her ending up "with her face blown off" like Erin did not feel empty. Whose gun is that? More to the point, after that information about the gun that killed Erin, do we know any retired cops aside from Mare's deceased father? At the very least, Jess doesn't seem to be an equal partner in this matter, and by the end of the episode it seems she's finally ready to spill whatever she truly knows about Erin (too bad we still don't know what's on that picture). One thing (of many) I don't get is why Deacon Mark is lying about his wounds. Is this some kind of penance? Despite the bike fiasco, I don't think he did anything to Erin other than what he said, but unless I've developped some kind of very sudden face-blindness, the kids who attacked him weren't any we know (otherwise, maybe "attacking a priest" might have been the thing to bond Dylan, Sean, and Jess).In any case, Easttown has always seemed like a close-knit community, what with everyone knowing everyone else's business and absolutely zero degrees of separation between any two given people, to the point of being...uncomfortable. Incest, as it were, unfortunately doesn't seem too far off as last week's episode's hunch seems to be confirmed: something (maybe, probably) happened between Billy Ross and Erin McNemanin. Actually, let's widen that. Something DEFINITELY happened between a member of the Ross family and Erin. Who, exactly, remains to be seen. I don't buy Billy's muttered half-confession, pushed forward by his brother, John Ross, of "he cheated on Lori Ross and implicated his kid in his lies" fame. I'll admit things aren't looking great for Billy, what with the bloody clothes his father caught him in, the fact that he became quite extraordinarily fidgety when it was brought to light that Erin had stayed at his place (which was before the big Ross family gathering, I assume), and that necklace. But... something doesn't add up. Maybe he's DJ's father, but when it comes to it, I don't think he killed Erin. Maybe he helped move the body, maybe he was drunk and John is using that to guilt him into confessing. What does John have on Billy that Billy would willingly go along with this plan?
"What the hell's the matter with you?"See, based on this and John's quip about Lori thinking he was having another affair, I'm not convinced this is what he asked Ryan to lie about, or that it happened at all. My best guess is that either Billy or John fathered Erin's kid, she threatened to reveal Dylan wasn't the actual father, and John killed her. Since they were both at Frank's engagement party (I think), Billy could very possibly have been drunk (maybe to drown his sorrows about Erin not returning his incestuous, statutory rap-ist, feelings?) and so out of it that John could easily have convinced him he was the one who actually killed Erin. Remember how Lori and John were thinking about legally adopting DJ? DJ is probably even more "family" than Lori realizes, otherwise I'm not sure she'd be so keen on taking the kid in. After almost dying to save Katie and Missy and getting Zabel killed in the process, Mare's recovery time is cut short pretty much instantly as the media hounds her home. Full disclosure: while I like Mare a lot, I'm baffled the result of her illegally working the case and causing another detective's death led to her getting her badge, and the case, back in one fell swoop. Of course Mare is the most competent person for the job, but I have to side with Zabel's mother when a teary Mare shows up on her doorstep with an apology that's far too little, far too late.
"Nothing's the matter with me. You made a mess of your life 'cause you couldn't keep your dick in your fucking pants."
How dare you come to my house. Who the hell do you think you are? You think you can just go through life, do whatever the hell you want... not have any consequences?Mare is obviously distraught by what happened, hardly managing to acknowledge the extent of it, but the way she goes about it, describing Zabel as a "wonderful detective" but followed up with "just a friend" to Richard, felt a bit lacking. In her defense, and to her credit, Mare is still going to therapy, despite it not being mandated by the precinct anymore. Gayle rightly comes to the conclusion that Mare hides her grief behind others', she burried herself into work when Kevin killed himself, and is now worrying about Lori's marital trouble instead of mourning Colin. This doesn't make for a particularly healthy family life, demonstrated by the realization that because Mare asked her to check on him, Siobhan was the one who found Kevin after he had hanged himself in their attic. All of Siobhan's rage and pain, especially at her mother, make sense now, and Mare finally taking that in and apologizing to a barely coherent Siobhan was heartbreaking. I'm not sure we'll be seeing Anne again though, even though objectively she is a great influence on Siobhan, I just don't think Siobhan's ready to be in that kind of relationship if she's going to place it above college in her priorities. The incessant overtexting wasn't a great sign, either, but if this means Siobhan is finally starting to repair her relationship with her mother, it's worth it.
Mare generally seems to have a much stabler grasp on things, and this shows in the way she's learned to deal with what cards she's dealt, especially when it comes to Drew spending time with Carrie, and the pending custody case. Unfortunately, this episode puts us through a terrifying scene of Drew almost drowning under Carrie's care, which I don't think I, let alone anyone in that family, could have handled on top of everything else. I do hope Carrie's tiredness was due to working approximately 45 jobs, and not a penchant for "Energizer Bunnies" as her coworker so kindly offered. What Mare hasn't learned though, is to not rush into every single desperately risky or heartbreaking situation she can find herself in. Take on a possible kidnapper with an inexperienced detective and no weapon? Check. Enter a deserted house where a drug dealer may be violent, or dead? Check. Actually step on the gaz pedal after her boss told her to pull over, in order to take down two very likely murderers alone in an isolated part of the forest? CHECK CHECK CHECK. God, Mare, you never make it easy, do you! Especially since she seems to be missing a crucial bit of information: what, exactly, is happening on that picture Jess brought to the detectives at the very last minute. After what happened with Kevin, Mare clearly never wants to let anyone be in the position of getting into a situation they'll never recover from, but that doesn't mean she has to be the one to risk her life and sanity, each and every time.
While I'm sure next week's finale will bring to light many of the answers we've been seeking, above all I hope it provides Mare with some semblance of peace. She doesn't want to do great things lest the pressure of being anyone's hero become too much of an expectation to uphold on a day to day basis, but Mare is still a hero in every way that matters, and deserves to finally heal, along with her family. So, what are we banking on? Will we finally learn what Dylan and his cohorts are up to? Will Faye come back to Frank (just kidding, no one cares, Frank)? Will Katie ever be able to get back to her old self? Is Mare's dad's gun the one that was used to kill Erin, and if so, who even has use of that gun (if Helen or Siobhan end up being involved somehow in this murder I will... Well I won't be able to do much but my jaw will likely stay on the floor for a good long while)? Is there any point to Richard's presence?! WHO/WHAT IS ON THAT PICTURE, JESS?! As usual, sound off in the comments!